過去ぶログメンバの記事についてー１．A world of whirlwinds

As I spin down the street

Follow by an imagined fleet

I feel the glow

To which I bow

Should I spin around?

Many winds to catch

But which one waits for me?

And which one for you?

I cannot see them

So I spin around

I find a terrifying gate

It encompasses vast number of humans

They never come back

Why I wonder

What is so special about deciding?

I decide not

I stay out

They call for me

I call for them

They cannot hear me

I hear them

There is no dialogue

Only an endless monologue

That is repeated

And repeated

For what?

Not for something

It is only being repeated for the sake of repeating

I wish that I could join the boat

But I cannot find the secret password

I start repeating

The words sound infuriating

I have heard them before

I have lived them before

There is a small rubber boat

Maybe I could join for a few moments and spectate

They say no

Either you are in or you are out

Still, I do not even know the password

I walk alone

Along the river

Watching the boat go away

There are many others to catch

But I look for the other minds

Which also skipped the boat