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Love story

Let winds overturning the calendar

Let winds overturn the calendar  OR Winds overturning the calendar

Take me back to an afternoon

It was just a moment

The weather was not particularly sunny either

 

I didn’t feel any romance at that time

But didn’t stop me from looking into the eyes like a squirrel

People sometimes become very strange

Even the floating willow floss is thought as lovely at times

 

Now my memories are all about little things

Like a star falling into the deep sea

These are my mental activities when I like you

The small person can also do great things

About love or love story

I think Love is created in a moment,that does not mean that I fall in love with someone at first sight and then we are in love. But when I see someone who take some action and when this action touches me at once, I think love can spark  in such a moment, countless moments adding up is love. This is what I thought from my last love story. I can always find similarities in hobbies, ideas, personalities, etc., but today I don’t think these things are so important. It's like the sum of all hobbies is a type of a person, but the moments, which I have seen, reflects the uniqueness of a person. So, in my personal thinking, love really happens to the one who is able to capture the moment and that ability needs time to develop. I like the poem 'My gaze is clear as a sunflower' by the Portuguese poet Pessoa, which talks about an essential thing, it says: " Whoever loves knows what he loves. Nor why he loves, or what it is to love…To love is eternal innocence, and the only innocence is not to think…"

In the modern society, perhaps it is hard to reach perfect love, at first it needs some good luck,secondly you need to cross several barriers:fleshly desires,a breakthrough in the symbiotic relationship(I forgot where I read about it) ,then it's possible to find true love. When the lover who you find is like a circle, and you happen to be shaped as circle as well, the best situation of love  happen, that love can  be expanding the radius of both of their circles.

 

 But due to modern society , few people are really self-sufficient, almost everybody have problems about their psyche, life and so on more or less, so achieving true love becomes more difficult. And there is also another case in the modern society that makes it easy to misunderstand love, that is, love under consumerism. Like the Japanese film which I recently watched, the characters of the story who go from seeming soulmates to being separated. Thinking about the reason, I think is ,under aconsumerist society, what each other has is only what belongs to the creation of others, like books ,games, films ,but more than these“ labels ”,what is really needed is that , to create a little something new or a new value, or a new small world ,it belongs to each other but not taking from others . the meaning of love between two persons I think also might be it, and in this process uniqueness is important.

Through this uniqueness many moments in life can be discovered continually  and then each life becomes more complete,in this process the life of the individual is opening up bit by bit. Although in the last love story, which may not have ended so well, perhaps each life becomes more complete so it’s not bad. In the last love story, I think I was very accepted and that had a big impact on me. That also does not mean we make each other complete, but through this relationship, each becomes more complete.

  I agree that there are many forms of love, possession is not necessarily love, but a certain degree of possession is an expression of love ,any form of love that exists under normal conditions has its justification. Perhaps plural relationships are more likely to occur in people with high levels of self-satisfaction,but on the contrary, I don't know the meaning of this form of love either…Perhaps the forms depend on the person pursuing.

  Although I find love difficult, I still believe in it. In many films, likes《Titanic》《Interstellar》when nothing scientific or technical can solve the problem, the final theme is still love. These is are  a few thoughts about love.

 

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 want to have a party, please bring Bob, a DJ, and a bartender.

I want to be a writer, a designer, and a chief.

If you want to make a group, you should find Peter, an assistant, and an investor.

Last week we went to the/a park with Saito, Sasaki’s friend, and my teacher.

Tonight, I want to read a paper named ‘’geography’s application’’ and published in 2002.

Could you give me some gifts, a cake, and flowers?

I must to ask you some questions about your thinking, and your feelings.

People’s peoples’

The people’s will

The peoples’ will

 

The Japanese people’s will

The Japanese, Chinese, and Korean peoples’ will.

 

I love Peter, my father, and boyfriend.

 

 

 

 

 

                                                       

Shinjyukugyoen

In the crowd it opened a door

Greet the blue morning and wait for sunshine to fall

Winds bring seeds filled with stories to it

And time makes them sprout

 

The trees here always holy and silent

Sometimes yellow leaves swirl and fall into the pond

Several birds ask why rain is wetting its feathers

But let every leaf grow on

 

I had gone there in the spring

With a Butterfly it has a dream

Wind blows the butterfly into panic

Hurriedly the first rose want to be stepped on

 

Time stops in the mute corridor

But sounds of airplane can take you to your hometown

I came from a door in the crowd

 With the frog pond on my shoulder

and a clear moonlight